Embracing the Dark Side by Becca Vale

Author:Becca Vale [Becca Vale]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: extant summary
Goodreads: 203426269
Published: 2023-12-07T05:00:00+00:00

four

If someone is out there watching, I want them to see that I’m yours.

~ Ben

I squint my eyes, the sudden brightness making them water a little and startling me into freezing like a scared rabbit.

And for just a second, I am scared again.

What if I just imagined it all?

What if everything changes now that we’re not doing it in the dark?

But then Ryan’s hands tighten on my hips, and I remember what he just said. That I’m his.

No, I remember how he said it. With heat and determination and his don’t-argue-with-me-Benny, big-brother-knows-best voice.

Like maybe, just maybe, he feels the same way I do.

And I said it first. I told him I wanted to be his.

I’ve never felt so brave in my entire life, and it’s not because the darkness is gone. It’s because of Ryan, my big brother. It’s because he’s looking at me the way I’ve always wanted him to. It’s because he touched me, and he said I can have it all. Every single thing I’ve ever dreamed of.

Maybe I’m still dreaming?

Except, before I can worry too much about that, he moves, rolling us over again so I’m on my back and he’s pressed between my thighs. And then he’s kissing me again, his beard rasping against my cheeks, and oh god. My dreams never feel this good.

“This is... this is real, isn't it?” I ask, clutching him tight. Just to be sure. “Am I awake right now?”

Ryan chuckles and presses another quick kiss to my lips.

“Oh, yeah. This is very, very real. But are you trying to tell me that you’ve dreamed of your big brother taking you like this before? That this is the kind of thing that fills your head at night and makes you horny while you sleep?”

“Yeah,” I admit, blushing. “Um, all the time.”

“And here I thought you were so innocent,” he teases me.

I blush even harder. “I am. I mean, I haven’t... I’m a virgin, Ryan. No one’s ever touched me but you.”

I haven’t wanted anyone to.

No one but my brother.

Not ever.

“Good,” he growls, kissing me again.

“But... I’ve looked stuff up online,” I blurt out.

He goes still. “Like what?”

“Like, um, how to get fucked. How to prepare, I mean. So I can help. In case, you know, in case you’ve never done it with a man before.”

I’m rambling and embarrassed and I desperately want to take the words back as soon as they leave my mouth. Of course Ryan hasn’t fucked another man before. He’s straight. And what if reminding him about that makes him stop? What if I’ve screwed everything up now?

But Ryan just groans, his hips rocking against me and his hard cock pulsing as if it’s trying to get even harder.

“That’s fucking hot, monkey,” he growls. “And yeah, I’ve never fucked a man, but I’ve thought about it. About fucking you. A lot.”

“Really?” I ask, my chest fluttering with excitement.

“Fuck yeah I have, and you’re not the only one who’s done a little research. So now that we’re doing this, we’re going to do it right.

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